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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: newways on July 17, 2012, 07:11 pm
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Story of my life this place.
Allow me to share some of that story.
This has been my second day on SR and I am very happy to say I have finally arrived here. 15 years have I been using drugs which started at the age of 13 when I had my first weed.
That first pure weed joint (that got me baked like nothing ever after side from some isolator I had years later that almost gave me the same hallucinogenic trip I had the first time) was my introduction to mind altering substances. Since then I have experimented with pretty much every form of recreational drug. I was 15 when I had my first E (holy batmans the first times anything are the most intense). Next narcotic up in the list was a tiny bump of speed I had once after school. Brought me into a total chill that first time (however I am not in any way diagnosed with ADHD or any other psychological disorder). Speed most certainly sped me up the times after. Never got drawn into amphetamines. I LOVE the drop of a good E or pure MDMA in the right setting with music and vibes but they are very occasional and very consciously intended when I do them which is rare.
Mushrooms! These little earth gems connected my soul with my source. I have always been, I always am, and always will be. Everything is. There is no separation. Anything is what you want it to be with focused conscious intention. Believing makes it real.
Atomic harmonics is the name of the game and the next buzz I got was from cocaine. Snorted it first when I was about 18. Sharpened my senses those first times, brought me into a euphoric state. It's everything but "Nike, just try it". This is where I suppose you could say the doing began. Some 2 years later I smoked it for the first time and another holy batmans occurred. This was a turning point. Nothing is ever the same after you have smoked cocaine. It changes you for the better and for the worse. Hard do I find it, to describe in words how my life has changed since that day. This is a subject I would like to enlighten more about in following threads but for now, let's keep this as a nice smooth ride of an introduction of newways shall we. ;)
So. Heroin. Smoked it a couple of times when coming down off of freebase/crack. Do not like it at all. Same goes for weed after having smoked it many many years. I simply do not enjoy being caved, stoned, walled, floored, downed, dampened, whatever you want to call it.
I enjoy being vitally vibrant, alive, happy and in a state if well being. That said, next thing I tried was crystal meth. Tried it 2 times and they say it is many more times an intense rush and euphoric than smoking a rock of blow. Must be me myself however to me it tasted like speed and that so called "buzz" also did not do it for me.
Only other drug I have done other than the named above was a good line or two of ketamine at an according dubstep party. Wicked! And yet again I feel I can and will stay away from substances that on the long run contribute to the deterioration of my physical.
On the long run I will be completely drug free. I know this.
B.A.S.E is the kind of thing I want to be addicted to. Hurdling myself off of Buildings, Antenna's, Structures, and Earth to give myself that ride, thrill, and after chill in the most "natural" forms possible (many other dynamic hobbies included).
Smoking cocaine however, is something that I still struggle with. The utmost clearest of intentions do I set with this community to break myself free, educate myself and others to overcome the unnecessary and return to the natural essences of life.
The will and the intention combined with the good feeling of achieving these goals are what are going to make it happen.
This has been my introduction to Silk Road.
I have always been here for me and you, always am and always will be.
Cheers everyone
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Welcome :)
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Save yourself a lot of trouble by going to my forum profile, then my posts section and use the search function in that search for you question. I'm 95% sure I've answered everything there is to know about Silk Road.
:)
nomad